Congrats to my cuz

ok my jealously has surpassed enough to be overjoyed that my cousin had a healthy baby girl Ta'Lanne Williams. she is the cutest and fastest baby i've ever seen. i'm truly happy for her!!! miracles do happen i'm just waiting on mine!!!
it was amazing i heard she was pregnant and jealousy filled me. i know thats sad but it did. but as i looked at her new baby's pictures i felt nothing but love and happiness i guess babies will do that to you. and i know and believe one day it will be me posting pictures everywhere i can of my little special miracle. i've got to believe that its gonna happen for me. i've got to believe i'll be a mommie its just gotta happen i can't even imagine it not happening that's just to depressing of a thought!!!