dreams

i love when i dream!!! last night i had the best dream, i was pregnant i didnt need any meds it just happened. in the dream its a very short pregnancy then skips to birth and im in the hospital asking for drugs and they never come i remember pushing and the baby coming out then it skips to me being at home with my beautiful baby girl. oh i swear her features i could see so clearly it was so real and she was my gorgeous angel!!! she never cried just smiled and wanted to be held by her mommie oh that dream felt so real i hated to wake up i just wanted to dream that dream forever!!! now if only that could happen in reality!!! i hope i remember how she looked i want to see if she'll look like that when she's born b/c i know its gonna happen just a question of when. funny thing is she had a name and i was saying it but when i woke up i forgot it and in real life i have no idea what i would name a girl hahaha thank God for dreams little medicines for life's pains!!!