i miss my husband

so here's my story, my hubby is in the army and last tuesday he left for a 1 year deployment. he's in training for two months then he gets a 4 day leave then off he goes over seas. today i just broke down while i was driving home. just really hit me that my baby is gonna be gone for a whole year. i miss him so much already and its only been a week. what am i gonna do for a whole year? that man is my rock, i don't know what i'm gonna do without him. we've got this last cycle to get pregnant, we froze his sperm, if not we'll have to wait til next june when he gets home. damn a whole year he'll be 30 the next time i see him God i hope this year flies by i miss him so much already what's it gonna be like in a couple of months i think i'll be crazy!!!