my sweet husband i love him

i swear he is the sweetest man alive. we talked last night and he was so concerned about how i was and making sure i wans't to down because of the BFN. he really cheered me up just listening to him comfort me. i love that man so much!!!

then he said why don't i just give another sample when i get home? just the fact that he was even thinking about that made me smile. and i would if he had more than 4 days with me. he'd have to go to doc as soon as he got home and i really don't wanna spend our last 4 day together for a year going to the doc that's almost a hour away for just one more try. if he had more time i'd def. do it.

i figure when he gets home in june we'll probably wait a month or two for him to get readjusted to civilian life. then go at it full force!!! nothings gonna stop us!!! so i'm still holding onto hope, and i know that God has a plan for us and everything will happen in time and according to his plan. i know one day we will be parents no matter what road we have to take to get there!!!